I let emotion get the better of me last night and I apologise, it's not fair to everyone else to take my own frustrations out on here. From my point of view at the time I saw cars spinning at t1 and went off track to avoid only to be slammed into giving damage for something that I was completely innocent in, it's also not the only time this has happened (most races have had some pileup or spin in the first lap affecting at least 3-4 cars) and the frustrating part is I take it easy most of the time for the first lap or so to get through since most of the time it's not worth the risk of taking damage (this is kinda what I meant by public lobby btw, I do the same thing there and it also works out most of the time) but the one time I decided to not just let people through and make a gain is the time I get murdered albeit by complete accident, get damage and have the car do it's usual no you spin now despite taking the same line and braking + accel points, although this may be due to damage which is why I just ended it.
That being said I am very tired of how the car behaves in regards to understeer into snap oversteer, pointing out that Andy is leading so the car is fine isn't really fair since I think you are underestimating how much of that is him and not the car. I really do get the impression that he would be winning or in the top 3 in pretty much any car that isn't the real bottom tier BoP cars. Both
@nanlatt and I have struggled with the car's issues, Andy has just outpaced everyone despite those issues if that makes sense.
As for the Silver championship I don't really care, I'm only placed there because I've been at every race. Most races have had me racing alone with people ahead spinning out, taking DT penalties or being stuck behind a train. I don't deserve to be there anyway and with Laguna Seca being the last round I can't unsee this being a horrible, frustrating experience since the car is so terrible there.
I'm just going to end by saying sorry again, a lot of my personal situation and state of mind at the moment is making incredibly anxious, depressed and frustrated which has been seeping into driving at the moment which in turn is only fueling it creating a spiral over the last couple of weeks. I'll see how I feel about doing Kyalami since it's a track i've never done a long race on, but i'll stop making selfish and dumb posts on here.
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